Shortcomings

This party is nearly over Lately, love feels cynical Calloused mind of self-destruction Lately I don't know Don't be so self-destructive I can't hide, I'm feeling fallow Don't be so self-destructive This list seems so endless Just wanna plateau Don't be so self-destructive Erase, please erase it all Don't be so self-destructive This isolation stops me feeling more I cannot bare to see my thorn Disconnection, disconnection I shouldn't blame if she's on flow Disconnection, disconnection I keep guard and I feel less strong Disconnection, disconnection Here where our bodies don't belong Disconnection, disconnection Found a way to love the world I am tired out, I am I'm tired out Found a way to love the world I remember the place where I first felt ashamed Of my body and space I was wrong, I was wrong I cannot bare to see my thorn Disconnection, disconnection I shouldn't blame if she's on flow Disconnection, disconnection I keep guard and I feel less strong Disconnection, disconnection Here where our bodies don't belong Disconnection, disconnection Please just hold out You gotta hold out, it will come Let's talk about When we were young and nothing mattered Hold out, hold out and come Please just hold out, hold out and come And you've gotta hold out, hold out and come I can't help feelin' helpless Hold out, hold out, it'll come Can't promise, almost over Hold out, hold out, it'll come I'm sorry, it's always been there