Black Sheep

[Chorus: Hopsin & Eric Tucker] And I act like I don't give a fuck, but I do give a fuck And I'm trapped inside my mind, there ain't no loosenin' up Maybe I'm thinkin' too much, am I caught in my feelings? Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) It's like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with Oh, I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? Oh, I'm the black sheep [Verse 1: Hopsin] Fuck, a nigga just don't fit in No one close to kin I write about it so much I done broke my pen And I'm so sick of pretendin' my life is so dandy and flawless I'm stuck on a road to Hell Fightin' demons but I let 'em drag me across it While everybody happily applauds it Tell me what caused it Was it Monroe High? That's where I went to school at All the black kids said I was white-washed And the white kids said I was too black When I skateboarded I got booed at At lunchtime I was who they threw food at I was tryin' so hard to cope with it I really wanted to run up on campus with two gats And just (ahh) let loose Put some niggas in the E.R. for tryna treat me like a retard Where the fuck does my future lie? I can't see far Momma's little sweetheart, he developed an attitude Picked up a mic, that's a Hell of an avenue He gon' take yo' ass to Hell and then back with you Life is a class you can tell I've been absent to My massive doubt has got me wrapped around And then it drags me down a bit I don't know how to cast it out I try to rap profound so you could laugh about the shit Truth is, yo, I never laugh I'm lookin' for wherever Heaven's at The black sheep, they won't let him past They would rather get together Tie him up and then behead his ass, got me hella sad Listen! [Pre-Chorus: Hopsin] Do you ever feel like the world is never gon' want you? Like the world is never gon' need you? I always do, every day is déjà vu for me [Chorus: Hopsin & Eric Tucker] And I act like I don't give a fuck, but I do give a fuck And I'm trapped inside my mind, there ain't no loosenin' up Maybe I'm thinkin' too much, am I caught in my feelings? Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) It's like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with Oh, I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? Oh, I'm the black sheep [Verse 2: Hopsin] That nigga whose brain is off, I am that My train of thought left on Amtrak I take the loss and I stand back I can't pray to God for no hand clap I can't recall when this damn crap Became so overwhelmin' I started rebellin' "I hate" is all as I stand as Never got no love from my niggas And no love from the hoes, pinned up in a hole Tryna climb out the Devil's dark lab, but the oven is closed I don't ever leave the house much I never really thought this would be the outcome Wish I had a window I was leapin' out from My family is yellin', "Please, Jesus, help him!" When I'm out in the real world, I feel like nobody knows me What if this whole time I've had an issue and nobody told me? See, this cold heart isn't cozy Am I below par and I don't see? I'm so disconnected from Earth My hands are out so far but they won't reach Should I get in a coffin? Not many niggas would wanna kick it with me Unless they were gonna benefit of it Motherfuckers never interested in knowin' me They just be just itchin' for Hopsin I'd be frontin' if I act like it isn't a problem I done shed tears contemplatin' my suicide in my room Isn't it awesome? (Fuck no!) [Pre-Chorus: Hopsin] Do you ever feel like the world is never gon' want you? Like the world is never gon' need you? I always do, every day is déjà vu for me [Chorus: Hopsin & Eric Tucker] And I act like I don't give a fuck, but I do give a fuck And I'm trapped inside my mind, there ain't no loosenin' up Maybe I'm thinkin' too much, am I caught in my feelings Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) It's like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) It's like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) It's like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? Oh, I'm the black sheep (the black sheep)