Marcus' Gospel

[Verse 1: Hopsin] I done lost myself again I done lost myself in sin I've been burned by selfish men I've been died but held it in I do not want Hell to win Life's cold, I done felt the wind Could it be any clearer? When I look in the mirror I just see a jackass with a tail to pin Me and my family ain't close So I got some fame and went ghost I am not paintin' a hoax You can hear the pain in my flows They say that life has its ups and downs But why do I stay in the lows? I don't like Marcus, I don't like Hopsin I am ashamed of them both You see, all that I have is my money I had no idea that this was coming I fell into the stereotype of a rapper I'm how they package a dummy This is my reality I embrace I look back and I can see my mistakes I just wish that I could rewind the days I honestly don't want to be out of place I guess we gotta face All these issues like this as a human sometimes Yes, I am losin' my mind If you have come to that conclusion, it's fine Don't ignore all of the proof and the signs I made my bed, I'ma lay in it The thought is as soothin' as wine Now all I need is a suit and a tie, I tried [Chorus: Michael Speaks] In my lowest times I have failed to see Sunny days are waiting I'm in need of some company God, please help this pain 'Cause I don't wanna ever see This lonely road again (This lonely road again) [Verse 2: Hopsin] Take it away, I want the peace, I want the happiness I took a blindfolded shot, it was accurate But in my heart I know I never asked for this See, this life I'm in, it seem miraculous Who knew I'd break a few bones when I tackled it? It's been years and I still can't adapt to it I cannot predict what my next chapter is There's a hearse speedin' fast in the ashes and I feel like I lay flat in the back of it There's no love in my eyes, so look up in the sky Bring me back like you did Lazarus I can hear the Devil whispering, "Come play!" Injecting me softly with numb pain My fingers are covered in blood stains It's torturing not seeing my son Zade But one day, that will all change When the fog strays, it's a lost page That had blown away into the hallways In Atlantic where the wild dogs play When you're confined into a small space You will know that that's enough to cause rage I'ma kick until the fuckin' walls break I don't know what made me walk straight Into this fire, my soul is burnin' quick I've been told this isn't permanent Growin' up, my father made a lot of mistakes I do not know why I didn't learn from his Can you direct me to where the furnace is? I need to do away with pain that's lurkin' and Maybe figure out what my new purpose is All these bad vibes are so discouragin' [Chorus: Michael Speaks] In my lowest times I have failed to see Sunny days are waiting I'm in need of some company God, please help this pain 'Cause I don't wanna ever see This lonely road again (This lonely road again) In my lowest times I have failed to see Sunny days are waiting I'm in need of some company God, please help this pain 'Cause I don't wanna ever see This lonely road again (This lonely road again)