And a Big Load

Is it time to take a bow? Waking up in the worst of company Is there anyone around? No All alone, it's just these thoughts and me Am I ever gonna make things right? Am I gonna grow up now and say "I'm sorry?" Take another shot in stride When you see me throw up now, you won't be sorry Choking on apologies I can't get out a word, I'm useless Nothing good can come of me I'm sure of this, another burden Take another minute (take another minute) Maybe take my life (maybe take my life) Nothing good can come of me Until I'm gone, I'm just a burden Still, a part of me wants to get better I know this, I saw him there In the mirror a decade ago Bleeding, hungry and unprepared And I know what comes next I'm laying down to rest By myself in my bed but I won't wake up So I've been trying to quit Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Always just committed, always just committed Always just committed Choking on apologies I can't get out a word, I'm useless Nothing good can come of me I'm sure of this, another burden Take another minute (take another minute) Maybe take my life (maybe take my life) Nothing good can come of me Until I'm gone, I'm just a burden Is it time to take a bow? Waking up in the worst of company Is there anyone around? All alone, it's just these thoughts and me Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Always just committed, always just committed Always just committed Choking on apologies I can't get out a word, I'm useless Nothing good can come of me I'm sure of this, another burden Take another minute (take another minute) Maybe take my life (maybe take my life) Nothing good can come of me Until I'm gone, I'm just a burden