Let Me See Your Mounts

Did someone tell me to slow down or am I starting to come to my senses Self control takes some practice Testing the water is foolish, find me as I'm drowning in it Climb the rope just to fall back in And I'm not sick or a victim cuz when I start I know how it'll finish Self control takes some practice Itching to not think about it, Buried there in my genetics Cast in stone And I don't want to fall further from grace But I can't stand upright Red face, cold bones Used to help me when I couldn't fall asleep but now I'm up all night Lost keys, ripped clothes Everyone else seems to know when to breath But I can't stop once I've choked down a couple of drinks I don't mention it in front of family Cuz I don't want them to know Just die alone Self control takes some practice Climb the rope just to fall back in Self control takes some practice Cast in stone But I don't want to fall