Isolation

Becoming who I despise The naked truth leaves me bare A tipping point between order and chaos Gave way to despair Every thought that sides with scorn Constantly stranding myself I push them away I hold my tongue and say "No one understands me" I justified my position with "We're all alone in the end" I blur the line between who loves me and needs me Separate myself to gain control of everything And redefine, but I lost it in the isolation Empathy, a foreign word to me Had no desire to speak Had no desire to set free Fear let envy steal my virtue Pain blinded my escape I chose to side with my enemy The part of me that I hate Fear pain envy hate I'll see you on the other side I blur the line between who loves me and needs me Separate myself to gain control of everything And redefine, but I lost it in the isolation