Isolation

Becoming who I despise

The naked truth leaves me bare

A tipping point between order and chaos

Gave way to despair

Every thought that sides with scorn

Constantly stranding myself

I push them away

I hold my tongue and say

"No one understands me"

I justified my position with

"We're all alone in the end"

I blur the line between who loves me and needs me

Separate myself to gain control of everything

And redefine, but I lost it in the isolation

Empathy, a foreign word to me

Had no desire to speak

Had no desire to set free

Fear let envy steal my virtue

Pain blinded my escape

I chose to side with my enemy

The part of me that I hate

Fear pain envy hate

I'll see you on the other side

I blur the line between who loves me and needs me

Separate myself to gain control of everything

And redefine, but I lost it in the isolation