Orphan

A newer pray Creates another day I'm gazing at the fading stars Feeling betrayed It doesn't ease the pain And doesn't heal the older scars Dwelling unnamed I'm sinking in the rain In realm so vicious and bizarre Coloring gray To breakout off this jail To slide between the golden bars Discovering new world New sites've never been seen The secrets of forgotten lore to find The myriads of planets collide Ending the night The next turn to behold A glory to achieve To name the feelings yet been undefined To break and to crash onto ground Staying alive End of the day And yet another pray I'm coming back to empty space All dim and gray And nothing to obtain An orphaned reason to retain Deceiving faithless world Those sites that I have seen The secrets of old, rotten lore to hide The myriads of stars terrify Starting the night The new time to behold A reason to achieve To find the yearning yet has been unfound I'm facing the sunset that burns My will to strive Too vicious are the words Are pulsing in my ears The desperation's growing deep inside The echoes of hope to enshroud Banish the light The nightmare to behold A terror to achieve To meet the fears yet have been undefined I crawl on the ground, no more proud No more alive