Orphan

A newer pray
Creates another day
I'm gazing at the fading stars

Feeling betrayed
It doesn't ease the pain
And doesn't heal the older scars

Dwelling unnamed
I'm sinking in the rain
In realm so vicious and bizarre

Coloring gray
To breakout off this jail
To slide between the golden bars

Discovering new world
New sites've never been seen
The secrets of forgotten lore to find
The myriads of planets collide
Ending the night

The next turn to behold
A glory to achieve
To name the feelings yet been undefined
To break and to crash onto ground
Staying alive

End of the day
And yet another pray
I'm coming back to empty space

All dim and gray
And nothing to obtain
An orphaned reason to retain

Deceiving faithless world
Those sites that I have seen
The secrets of old, rotten lore to hide
The myriads of stars terrify
Starting the night

The new time to behold
A reason to achieve
To find the yearning yet has been unfound
I'm facing the sunset that burns
My will to strive

Too vicious are the words
Are pulsing in my ears
The desperation's growing deep inside
The echoes of hope to enshroud
Banish the light

The nightmare to behold
A terror to achieve
To meet the fears yet have been undefined
I crawl on the ground, no more proud
No more alive