Build a Bridge and Jump off It

Build a bridge and jump Off It Lonely and restless on the coldest of nights With these thoughts on my mind that keep pulling me down Im only fooling everyone else So that everyone else turns their back on me. Cant let go of these feelings that Im keeping inside Or hold on, cause Im feeling like Im barely alive Lay back, as this pain takes over me. Broke down cause my head was spinning out of control Nineteen years, and Ive got nothing to show Were only getting older now This pain seems forgotten But inside Im rotting Thinking of all this time Left to waste then die The only thing I know for sure Is I dont care anymore And when Im gone I hope you have the strength to move on Angry, but Im told to not complain Recluse, but Im better off this way This is not what I want, but Ill just bite my tongue Im hungry, but Im too tired to eat Tired, but Im too hungry to sleep Were only getting older now And it hurts Save me cause Im drowning Please give me more time Cause I cant keep on counting It feels like Im blinded now As they shut me out But Im trying to see Please make this stop My pain seems forgotten But inside Im rotting Thinking of all this time I wait to die But Im not going to know what Im doing hear So why cant you give me a sign And as I drown now Swimming in an ocean of fear My last regret is Never knowing why Im here.