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Here goes the story of a kid we thought we knew He hid a hate inside and had a state of mind That put him in his grave It began with his friends They never noticed the despair in his eyes From the pressure His life was etched in stone Before he made a choice of his own And he's dedicated For everyday that hes made it on his own In his fathers eyes hes a pair of dice He won't be number one He can't be number one So he tries to comply With everything they've ever asked And his life is stitched with one-way tickets To places he don't want to visit He says "I'm never gonna be perfect Maybe I don't deserve his trust But I'm doing the best I can I've never dealt with such pressure Feels like my whole lifes etched in stone Before I've made a choice of my own" And he's dedicated For everyday that he's made it on his own In his father eyes he's a pair of dice He won't be number one He can't be number one So save your breath cause you'll Need it when you hang from a rope Cause of death Obvious from your suicide note The last words that filled the page If no one will listen than no one Will miss me when Im gone Across town his dad falls asleep all alone Never knowing he was never going to come home The last thoughts that filled his head I'll tell him I'm sorry I'll Say I regret what I said It's your life I'll live my own life instead And he's dedicated For everyday that he's made it on his own In his father's eyes he's a pair of dice He won't be number one He can't be number one His bedrooms filled with emptiness tonight As the silence cuts through like a knife Knowing he's not there