cbb to b sad

Well, I hate myself I hate that I'm sitting on top of Your body thinking 'bout someone else Fucking with my eyes shut Nowhere you touch me is enough to stop me looking for a way out I've become that person Yeah, I'm selfish, I'm weak, and suddenly I hate the way you speak The way you eat me out I draw my curtain Yeah, it's harder to lie in the light, I see you looking at me Waiting for me Well, I know I shouldn't be with you But I can't be bothered to be sad I'm so lonely nеxt to your body Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad, hmm Funny how time changes your mind And you werе once the best thing I ever had Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad Well, I hate myself I used to be fun and cool, now I don't fancy myself Picking up old fights Tryna make you hate me 'cause I can't Be straight when you ask if I'm alright Well, it's my problem Yeah, I'm selfish, I'm weak and suddenly I see I'm in too deep Gonna hurt to leave And I don't wanna solve it Even though you repulse me every time you love me and you look at me Waiting for me Well, I know I shouldn't be with you But I can't be bothered to be sad I'm so lonely next to your body Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad, hmm Funny how time changes your mind And you were once the best thing I ever had Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad Well, I know I shouldn't be with you But I can't be bothered to be sad I'm so lonely next to your body Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad, hmm Funny how time changes your mind And you were once the best thing I ever had Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad Can't be bothered to be sad