Fallen

I've fallen way too many times I can't remember all that I have left behind Been so lost in the dark without a light to guide me All hope is gone Now do you finally see? I want to escape my thoughts Living inside my fucking head And every day nothing but complete dread And if I fall apart Will you help me to carry on And pick up the pieces That once was my heart? I'm calling out to you Nothing else matters If only you fucking knew The walls are crumbling down When will this be the end? Trapped below the weight of regret I'm afraid this will be the best it gets And if I fall apart Will you help me to carry on And pick up the pieces That once was my heart? And if I start to fade Will you be there to save me? Tell me I'm not alone 'Cause I can't do this on my own And what if i just disappeared now? Would you even care if I disappeared now?