Fallen

I've fallen way too many times

I can't remember all that I have left behind

Been so lost in the dark without a light to guide me

All hope is gone

Now do you finally see?

I want to escape my thoughts

Living inside my fucking head

And every day nothing but complete dread

And if I fall apart

Will you help me to carry on

And pick up the pieces

That once was my heart?

I'm calling out to you

Nothing else matters

If only you fucking knew

The walls are crumbling down

When will this be the end?

Trapped below the weight of regret

I'm afraid this will be the best it gets

And if I fall apart

Will you help me to carry on

And pick up the pieces

That once was my heart?

And if I start to fade

Will you be there to save me?

Tell me I'm not alone

'Cause I can't do this on my own

And what if i just disappeared now?

Would you even care if I disappeared now?