Lost And Found

[rouri404] Notice every time I called you were never there (ever there) If there are broken promises still know I was not prepared Dreamed the world burned I'm flipping in my bed Holding back the same tears years I've been fighting Just want a place of comfort yeah you know I've been trying Still I know that it all means nothing in the end [vaeo] Cat had my tongue so I can't speak your name Every time that I hear it the blood in my veins Turns to acid and burns all the ashes away Turn away from my gaze ‘for I finally disintegrate [rouri404] Know that I've been locked in a tool shed Mind is empty always and my body is feeling useless Sick of cycles and moving just drained my body of fluid Don't think it's ever improving Though either way I'm gonna lose it can't pretend [vaeo] Showing love no reciprocation I can't sleep here while you are lying in the bed adjacent I've been waiting for a lifetime running out of patience Now i see your last breath before you take it [rouri404] Knife in the back I've been falling watching me stumble down In this empty room crawling been screaming don't think they hear a sound And I know there's not a difference when I'm not around Lately just been feeling lost and found [vaeo] Still lost, still hurts It always costs more than what its worth Wrong directions and broken spines Crooked edges intertwine Still lost, still hurts It always costs more than what it's worth I thought I told you I'm doing fine But it's all torture by design [rouri404] [Unintelligible Screaming] Haven't slept in weeks and you know I'm shedding pounds Won't see the sun up I'm hoping that you won't come around Jumping from the top of a bridge I'll just watch my body drown