Lost And Found

[rouri404]

Notice every time I called you were never there (ever there)

If there are broken promises still know I was not prepared

Dreamed the world burned I'm flipping in my bed

Holding back the same tears years I've been fighting

Just want a place of comfort yeah you know I've been trying

Still I know that it all means nothing in the end

[vaeo]

Cat had my tongue so I can't speak your name

Every time that I hear it the blood in my veins

Turns to acid and burns all the ashes away

Turn away from my gaze ‘for I finally disintegrate

[rouri404]

Know that I've been locked in a tool shed

Mind is empty always and my body is feeling useless

Sick of cycles and moving just drained my body of fluid

Don't think it's ever improving

Though either way I'm gonna lose it can't pretend

[vaeo]

Showing love no reciprocation

I can't sleep here while you are lying in the bed adjacent

I've been waiting for a lifetime running out of patience

Now i see your last breath before you take it

[rouri404]

Knife in the back I've been falling watching me stumble down

In this empty room crawling been screaming don't think they hear a sound

And I know there's not a difference when I'm not around

Lately just been feeling lost and found

[vaeo]

Still lost, still hurts

It always costs more than what its worth

Wrong directions and broken spines

Crooked edges intertwine

Still lost, still hurts

It always costs more than what it's worth

I thought I told you I'm doing fine

But it's all torture by design

[rouri404]

[Unintelligible Screaming]

Haven't slept in weeks and you know I'm shedding pounds

Won't see the sun up I'm hoping that you won't come around

Jumping from the top of a bridge I'll just watch my body drown