Vista Maria

I have walked on a lonely road And I've thought only I imagined pinkish mist souls I could not speak my own voice And there was no soul to li— to listen I would not even face the sun I could not even worship the light I— I was born to not be—lieve I was born without belief I always thought the earth would swallow me in And nobody would notice me It's the last time to live It's so bright, there's darkness inside We're making tunnels And arteries into the soul Into a place wherе I might find A more soothing eternity Lеt me into your light If you have made it yourself or artificially Show me the code to— to your padlock Your secret is safe with me Please understand I was meant to be The one to spoil the party I was born to cry out that my— that my piece of poetry Will not exist under this star of darkness