Vista Maria

I have walked on a lonely road

And I've thought only I imagined pinkish mist souls

I could not speak my own voice

And there was no soul to li— to listen

I would not even face the sun

I could not even worship the light

I— I was born to not be—lieve

I was born without belief

I always thought the earth would swallow me in

And nobody would notice me

It's the last time to live

It's so bright, there's darkness inside

We're making tunnels

And arteries into the soul

Into a place wherе I might find

A more soothing eternity

Lеt me into your light

If you have made it yourself or artificially

Show me the code to— to your padlock

Your secret is safe with me

Please understand I was meant to be

The one to spoil the party

I was born to cry out that my— that my piece of poetry

Will not exist under this star of darkness