Obsessive Compulsive Distraction

I can't seem to begin to breathe I'm always talking but I can't articulate a thing A stack of stories and my pattern's repeating A mind due for losing, I could use a drink I'm thinking simple but committing all my nights to ink A whole collection of events have gone missing I'd digress but I'm barely listening Falling in focus Before landing inside a blur And excusing the surface of what I've returned (I repeat while details leave me) Memory loss disorder Rerun the process over (I repeat the details leave me) My memory isn't exactly what it used to be The short gets shorter while the long-term just laughs at me (I repeat while details leave me) Memory loss disorder Rerun the process over (I repeat the details leave me) I can't recall a single thing before I turned 18 A quarter crisis from the back of my destructive brain Falling in focus Before landing inside a blur Are you sure that attention's in order? Because I'm falling in focus Because I'm landing inside a blur Are you sure that I'll be forgetful forever? Will I be forgetful forever? Memory loss disorder Rerun the process over Memory loss disorder Rerun the process over (I repeat as details leave me) I never told a single soul before today (I repeat the details leave me) You have to face while I walked alone My day to day in the stroke of the unknown