Obsessive Compulsive Distraction

I can't seem to begin to breathe

I'm always talking but I can't articulate a thing

A stack of stories and my pattern's repeating

A mind due for losing, I could use a drink

I'm thinking simple but committing all my nights to ink

A whole collection of events have gone missing

I'd digress but I'm barely listening

Falling in focus

Before landing inside a blur

And excusing the surface of what I've returned

(I repeat while details leave me)

Memory loss disorder

Rerun the process over

(I repeat the details leave me)

My memory isn't exactly what it used to be

The short gets shorter while the long-term just laughs at me

(I repeat while details leave me)

Memory loss disorder

Rerun the process over

(I repeat the details leave me)

I can't recall a single thing before I turned 18

A quarter crisis from the back of my destructive brain

Falling in focus

Before landing inside a blur

Are you sure that attention's in order?

Because I'm falling in focus

Because I'm landing inside a blur

Are you sure that I'll be forgetful forever?

Will I be forgetful forever?

Memory loss disorder

Rerun the process over

Memory loss disorder

Rerun the process over

(I repeat as details leave me)

I never told a single soul before today

(I repeat the details leave me)

You have to face while I walked alone

My day to day in the stroke of the unknown