avoiding mirrors

Yah (Phew) yah, yah Yah, uh huh yah, yah huh Uh, uh huh They ask me how I been Yeah, I been looking for the mirrors Can't even see myself, see myself (See myself) can't even be myself (Nah) Be myself (Nah) Feel like I'm killing myself (yeah) Can't give a fuck bout my money I'm killing my wealth I throw a perc on my tongue Could kill my bro (Yah) Yeah, I just jailed myself (Jailed myself) I use the bands to heal myself Heal myself, woah and all you hoes is crazy She want my money, these hoes is lazy (Hoes is lazy) I seen the shadows deep in my brain I seen a bad ho, I stayed in my lane I was taught to know you can't prove shit I was taught to know these hoes so bougie I was taught to know these hoes ain't shit Now I walk around like I'm Boosie (Ha) yeah Now I walk around like they can't see me (yeah, phew) Talk around like they can't be me (Phew) Nasty ho just want my semen (Nasty ho) Shots out, I'm gon wipe that nigga, yah Even though it's hot out, keep it tight Lil nigga No tae kwon do, I won't fight that nigga (Yah) bad as hell, they won't write a nigga If I get locked up, would you write a nigga? (Yah) write a nigga Shooting dreams, but I can't dribble (Shooting dreams) Switch teams, oh yea go clique em Blick team (Phew, phew) Blick team (Blick em) yah And I seen things that were so amazing Yeah we had them conversations back then She said she love me and we had no relations Baby go find a replacement I can't be here with you (Nah) Here with you (Nah) I don't wanna hurt your feelings You regretted that shit, didn't you? I ain't know what I was getting myself into Oh i know these walls, it's a whole world (Phew) And I'm on Pluto, but I'm on both worlds I need my lil' Vivienne pearls I dug my own grave, I dug my own burrow So what if it gets to my head When I see everything that they said? Shouldn't I have some? Shouldn't I have some? Something left to me And all they wanna see is Someone who ain't there Someone who can't bury it Someone who can't tear himself down I just need someone who's so real Someone who's so real that She can't come down (Down, down, down) Come down straight from heaven Glocks and Smith and Wessons This code that we live by I can't see the lesson I hope that I die so high, high, woah