avoiding mirrors

Yah (Phew) yah, yah
Yah, uh huh yah, yah huh
Uh, uh huh
They ask me how I been
Yeah, I been looking for the mirrors
Can't even see myself, see myself
(See myself) can't even be myself (Nah)
Be myself (Nah)
Feel like I'm killing myself (yeah)
Can't give a fuck bout my money
I'm killing my wealth
I throw a perc on my tongue
Could kill my bro (Yah)
Yeah, I just jailed myself (Jailed myself)
I use the bands to heal myself
Heal myself, woah and all you hoes is crazy
She want my money, these hoes is lazy
(Hoes is lazy)
I seen the shadows deep in my brain
I seen a bad ho, I stayed in my lane
I was taught to know you can't prove shit
I was taught to know these hoes so bougie
I was taught to know these hoes ain't shit
Now I walk around like I'm Boosie (Ha) yeah
Now I walk around like they can't see me
(yeah, phew)
Talk around like they can't be me (Phew)
Nasty ho just want my semen (Nasty ho)
Shots out, I'm gon wipe that nigga, yah
Even though it's hot out, keep it tight
Lil nigga
No tae kwon do, I won't fight that nigga
(Yah) bad as hell, they won't write a nigga
If I get locked up, would you write a nigga?
(Yah) write a nigga
Shooting dreams, but I can't dribble
(Shooting dreams)
Switch teams, oh yea go clique em
Blick team (Phew, phew)
Blick team (Blick em) yah
And I seen things that were so amazing
Yeah we had them conversations back then
She said she love me and we had no relations
Baby go find a replacement
I can't be here with you (Nah)
Here with you (Nah)
I don't wanna hurt your feelings
You regretted that shit, didn't you?
I ain't know what I was getting myself into
Oh i know these walls, it's a whole world
(Phew)
And I'm on Pluto, but I'm on both worlds
I need my lil' Vivienne pearls
I dug my own grave, I dug my own burrow
So what if it gets to my head
When I see everything that they said?
Shouldn't I have some?
Shouldn't I have some? Something left to me
And all they wanna see is
Someone who ain't there
Someone who can't bury it
Someone who can't tear himself down
I just need someone who's so real
Someone who's so real that
She can't come down (Down, down, down)
Come down straight from heaven
Glocks and Smith and Wessons
This code that we live by
I can't see the lesson
I hope that I die so high, high, woah