Homesick

I don't know where I'm starting lately When my thoughts seem to overtake me I'm treading water so far from safety I've raised my hand, please come and save me I turned our world upside down Made sure I locked myself out Too late to turn back around I just hope that you don't hate me Homesick Convinced yourself it's where your heart is Get a grip Don't fall apart now, you know you asked for this You're alone in the deep end now Think it's time you learnt to swim You always want what you can't have You said goodbye to get yourself back You think you need him but you don't need him You're only grieving, it's part of healing Too late to turn back around I just hope that you don't hate me now Homesick Convinced yourself it's where your heart is Get a grip Don't fall apart now, you know you asked for this You're alone in the deep end now Think it's time you learnt to swim Now you're obsessed, spinning in your head Going crazy knowing someone else is in his bed Wanted space to grow, but you can't have it all Don't check his posts 'cause you don't really want to know I hate that you don't see it, behind closed doors I'm drowning While you're standing on the outside Homesick Convinced yourself it's where your heart is Get a grip Don't fall apart now, you know you asked for this You're alone in the deep end now Think it's time you learnt to swim Homesick Convinced yourself it's where your heart is Get a grip Don't fall apart now, you know you asked for this You're so alone in the deep end now Think it's time you learnt to swim