Homesick

I don't know where I'm starting lately
When my thoughts seem to overtake me
I'm treading water so far from safety
I've raised my hand, please come and save me

I turned our world upside down
Made sure I locked myself out
Too late to turn back around
I just hope that you don't hate me

Homesick
Convinced yourself it's where your heart is
Get a grip
Don't fall apart now, you know you asked for this
You're alone in the deep end now
Think it's time you learnt to swim

You always want what you can't have
You said goodbye to get yourself back
You think you need him but you don't need him
You're only grieving, it's part of healing

Too late to turn back around
I just hope that you don't hate me now

Homesick
Convinced yourself it's where your heart is
Get a grip
Don't fall apart now, you know you asked for this
You're alone in the deep end now
Think it's time you learnt to swim

Now you're obsessed, spinning in your head
Going crazy knowing someone else is in his bed
Wanted space to grow, but you can't have it all
Don't check his posts 'cause you don't really want to know
I hate that you don't see it, behind closed doors I'm drowning
While you're standing on the outside

Homesick
Convinced yourself it's where your heart is
Get a grip
Don't fall apart now, you know you asked for this
You're alone in the deep end now
Think it's time you learnt to swim

Homesick
Convinced yourself it's where your heart is
Get a grip
Don't fall apart now, you know you asked for this
You're so alone in the deep end now
Think it's time you learnt to swim