Note to Self

It's getting hard to breathe, so much weighing on my chest Hundred million voices all up in my head Going la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la Shower seeing green, but today I'm seeing red (red) I put on a smile, but I'm hanging by a thread Like la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la If I could jump ten years ahead I'd grab a paper and pen I'd take my thoughts (take my thoughts), put 'em down (put 'em down) Stamp it up (stamp it up), mail it out Note to self, it's just a wave Just keep fucking swimming for another day Take a breath, you're okay It might take a minute, but you'll find a way A thousand bad nights when you thought you might drown And I ain't gon' lie, there's no easy way out But note to self (note to self), it's just a wave (just a wave) Just keep fucking swimming for another day But I'm sinking like a stone and I'm worried for my soul I spent all day overthinking, I spent all night on my phone, yeah California's getting colder, scary thoughts like October I got people counting on me, weight of the world on my shoulders I just need someone to tell me I'll be fine But I'm all alone in my head tonight I'm all alone in my head tonight And something isn't feeling right If I could jump ten years ahead I'd grab a paper and pen I'd take my thoughts (take my thoughts), put 'em down (put 'em down) Stamp it up (stamp it up), mail it out Note to self, it's just a wave Just keep fucking swimming for another day Take a breath, you're okay It might take a minute, but you'll find a way A thousand bad nights when you thought you might drown And I ain't gon' lie, there's no easy way out But note to self (note to self), it's just a wave (just a wave) Just keep fucking swimming for another day Note to self, it's just a wave Just keep fucking swimming for another day Note to self, it's just a wave Just keep fucking swimming for another day Another day, another day Note to self, it's just a wave Just keep fucking swimming for another day