Afraid

I've spent the last two years of my life Tryin' to find a way back I've been looking in the mirror And tryin' to face facts 'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurting And I never thought that you deserved it It's not as if the world stopped turnin' So what am I afraid of? I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all Afraid it won't stop because you were my rock Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself Oh, oh, oh I'm afraid of myself Oh, oh, oh I'll spend the next two years of my life Tryna find the right path And if it takes me where I wanna go I won't ever look back 'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurting (no, no) And I never thought that you deserved it It's not as if the world stopped turnin' (world stopped turnin') So what am I afraid of? I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all Afraid it won't stop because you were my rock Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself Oh, oh, oh I'm afraid of myself (oh, oh, oh) I'm afraid of myself (oh, oh, oh) I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all Afraid it won't stop because you were my rock Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself