champ (demo)

[Verse 1] That hoodie was the best thing to happen to me Like the one thing that you salvage from a house fire When you dropped me at her house 'cause I'm just too much to deal with I'm the last kid that should be around a lighter I'm knocking on her door with the DS still on She lets me in and starts to ask what's wrong But when I confide in her, I tear apart the earth There's somebody who has it ten times worse Time and time again, I tried to make somе friends And they all look so much older than mе Maybe it's right under your nose, or just undiagnosed But the kids said that there's something wrong with me [Chorus] And sometimes the smoke smells good Leave the window open when it's freezing cold I know When you left me home alone, when you left for your award show I ditched you guys and died, laid in the snow [Verse 2] Spent too many nights pinching my sides Wondering if I'm living in a dream Their belts all are purple and I'm still stuck in yellow Think I'll shrink until I finally disappear Butterflies inside me, they turn into tapeworms And I stay awake 'till my stomach hurts So when it's 4 AM and I can't eat anything I'll wake up too late and get what I deserve [Verse 3] And I know I told you two weeks, but it's been seventeen years And every time I sing they close their ears It's all in my head, it's cheesy but it's true If I could, I'd blame it all on you Sometimes I'd try to talk, and nothing comes out And most of my memories aren't how they really were I'm slipping on the line, I'm confused all the time I'll check my mail in hopes I get deferred [Chorus] And sometimes the smoke smells good Leave the window open when it's freezing cold I know When you left me home alone, when you left for your award show I ditched you guys and died, laid in the snow [Instrumental] [Verse 4] I have this funny dream that I moved to Bombay Beach And I'm never seen or heard from again Won't have to watch out for sharks swimming in the Salton Sea But the chemicals will finish the job And I've been performing poor, but it's so hard to be honest She's been threatening that I get some help Dropped out before I even started, it's barely even August And my roommate has a room to himself