Where'd It Go?

[Intro] [?] [Verse 1] Where’d it go? All our time Now it shows when I’m older Feeling really slower Feel me, see me, grow up Went from silly to a itty-bitty ogre Yes, I told you I got older Now I’ve gotten madder Gotten so much sadder I can’t really fathom that I’m not a rapper That I’ve not gone platinum I ain’t got no plague, nah I slack with the act but I crack on Till the crack of dawn, staying up on Adderall I used be a cattle gone a little too fat and all I see are catalog with someone else's data log Wish I played whack-a-mole I just wanna whack ‘em all See me growing, paddle on On the little raft I’m on, just wanna catch a drift I want to crash, catch the ball, get a castaway hit But I ain’t got stuff to catch it with Now I’m playing, catch-a-bitch Taking any piece of shit I can hit Cause I’m a prick with the mind of a dick Yes I admit, I might be a bit addicted Flip the pancake I’m a man with beef Who’s stepped deep in mistakes I’ve made man-stakes (steaks) What’s my plan? Stakes Are a chance of missing handshakes Gaining mad snakes, might walk on cracked eggs High-stakes like re-meeting my bi-ex Might take a high fake façade Cause my heart wouldn’t be in the right place Onto light days, gone are dark days Saw her face, now I feel a warm embrace, wait Can’t keep holding on to past days Now I’ve got a poor taste in my mouth And the drought is around once again Used to depend on her abuse, that’s regret Coming back on my lap Need to change that shit A-to-the-SAP, uh [Bridge] [?] Need to change that shit A-to-the-SAP Need to change that shit A-to-the-SAP Where'd it all go? All our fucking time Where'd it all go? Listen to the rhymes Here we go, uh [Verse 2] Was on the right track, now I’m right back, stop She keeps that flow up She keeps me, froze up Lost all control, uh, now I’m her controller Wish she didn’t have the same charm as Doja Rouger, yes, I’m going rouge, bruh Things outta my control like the sky in NOPE, uh So all I say is nope, I’m so cold, I’ve gone bi-polar Like my fucking brother, what a Fucking sucker I’ve become, huh? Now I’m just a suck-up, need to stop her I’ll make her scared, does she care? Do I dare? Do prepare for nightmare cause I’m going right there Ain’t no light, flare to light up the darkness Admittedly, I’ve gone fucking bonkers Can’t go on way too much longer I ponder, I wonder, is the woman even somber? Ain’t no sunshine, this ain’t no summer But oh, we might die, call this Midsummar Used to have fun but Now it’s all fucked up So now it’s blood, huh? Now we’re both cut up Wish I listened to my mother All the words she dispersed, I thought a lot but Ended up being the sucker Thought her flirt was no alert so I’d stay stuck but Of course, I’ve always been a fuck-up That’s why I’m now locked up Fuck