Human

I used to be a human being Now I live in the way News to send on me like the rain Take what's left of me and my free time Just take a look at my hands What can they do now? All these years of hard work And they can't do nothing now Fear takes over me What am I doing to change it now? You found a way to measure me Big, beautiful, and leader I tried reading books But that skill eludes me now Oh, I don't know how I don't know how I don't know how No, I don't know how My dreams are filled With snippets of codes I spend hours daily In a panic mode Am I about to succeed? Am I running behind? My brain is atrophied My eyes are going blind I am naked all the time I am burning inside I am the voice no one can hear I am drifting through the years I am the ocean I am the moon I am dying far too soon I am the needle And I am the hole I grew handsome and tall I am sorry for my mistakes I am taking one more breath