When It All Gets Dark

[Verse 1] I'm staying up all night Just overthinking it The only time I cry is under the influence I'm going out of my mind I keep forgetting it Do I get unlimited chances? You said I'm really good at apologizing Acting like I'm the best, but I've been lying And I keep getting stressed You're realizing I'm faking it to make you believe that I'm your type when [Chorus] I don't know who I am I've been hiding the worst parts What happens when it all gets dark? (It all gets dark) And I've been hiding in daylight You're convinced for the most part But what happens when it all gets dark? [Verse 2] You call me up, say I'm pretty You're deflecting it I think it's starting to show I'm not accepting it And I don't want you to know I'm feeling delicate Do I get unlimited chances? (Ah-ah-ah) My insecurities are paralyzing So I've been doing my best to keep on hiding And I keep getting stressed You're realizing I'm faking it to make you believe that I'm your type when [Chorus] I don't know who I am I've been hiding the worst parts What happens when it all gets dark? And I've been hiding in daylight You're convinced for the most part What happens when it all gets dark? [Bridge] Tell me you're not worried for our story Wouldn't trade me for somebody Never made it to this chapter Can someone tell me what comes after? [Chorus] I don't know who I am I've been hiding the worst parts What happens when it all gets dark? (Tell me what comes after) And I've been hiding in daylight You're convinced for the most part But what happens when it all gets dark?