Eulogy

Miss her like a second sister What is give for sixty seconds with her I just to tell her that I love her like no other And they ain't no replacement Never find another Just be running chasing pavement And you know I Can’t stay on no the straighten arrow tripping over my feet Stuck adjacent standing waiting at the end of the street Too fucked up to focus i can barely stay on this beat Up all night can't fight this feeling and i can't fall asleep Just Walking into walls These Days rather withdrawn Like i'm going through withdrawals Ever since the day you've gone Been lost Don't really feel shit Guess its too much to deal with Wonder what you went through Wish I could've been there for you You know I would've If I could Never thought I could've missed you this much Fuck Tears in my eyes writing this Been fighting this Like I use to fight off me demons In my bedroom screaming Never pictured you leaving Let a lone dying Sent my prayers to Zion And the stars in Orion But I can’t stop crying No way to cope No Nirvana Just mirrors and smoke Choked on the hope Like my heart in my throat Shook at the eulogy Tryna spit the words that I wrote The crowd silent No a word that i spoke It be easier to swallow my pride But all I wanna do I see you tonight Miss her like a second sister What I'd give for sixty seconds with her Just to kick it for a minute with my favorite cynic Buy you I drink or two Or three or four or five would buy the bar just to see you alive Feel the vibe Always lose track of time Whenever you by my side Just Too much pain to hide No point in living the lie I know nothing is fine Can see it all in my eyes