Eulogy

Miss her like a second sister

What is give for sixty seconds with her

I just to tell her that I love her like no other

And they ain't no replacement

Never find another

Just be running chasing pavement

And you know I

Can’t stay on no  the straighten arrow tripping over my feet

Stuck adjacent standing waiting at the end of the street

Too fucked up to focus i can barely stay on this beat

Up all night can't fight this feeling and i can't fall asleep

Just

Walking into walls

These

Days rather withdrawn

Like i'm going through withdrawals

Ever since the day you've gone

Been lost

Don't really feel shit

Guess its too much to deal with

Wonder what you went through

Wish I could've been there for you

You know I would've

If I could

Never thought I could've missed you this much

Fuck

Tears in my eyes writing this

Been fighting this

Like I use to fight off me demons

In my bedroom screaming

Never pictured you leaving

Let a lone dying

Sent my prayers to Zion

And the stars in Orion

But I can’t stop crying

No way to cope

No Nirvana

Just mirrors and smoke

Choked on the hope

Like my heart in my throat

Shook at the  eulogy

Tryna spit the words that I wrote

The crowd silent

No a word that i spoke

It be easier to swallow my pride

But all I wanna do I see you tonight

Miss her like a second sister

What I'd give for sixty seconds with her

Just to kick it for a minute with my favorite cynic

Buy you I drink or two

Or three or four or five would buy the bar just to see you alive

Feel the vibe

Always lose track of time

Whenever you by my side

Just Too much pain to hide

No point in living the lie

I know nothing is fine

Can see it all in my eyes