[Verse 1]
Uh, I watched as she walked across the room
The way she carried herself swept me up like a broom
And soon, back then, had I known when I'd meet her
I'd go from comfort to catchin' butterflies when I'd see her
I can't believe there was a point in time that I would just converse wit' her
Never thought everything would reverse wit' her
Now she passes by; I'd look to say, "hi," she'd look away
I'd look away, she'd look back, and I'd have nothin' to say
I couldn't say why simple phrases became so tough to say to her
I wonder why things had to change so much
I remember the days that I used to say, "hello," and she'll say
"Hi, Jet 2, I hope you're keepin' them good grades"
Or at least that's how it would play out in my mind
Which always turned a bad day into a good day for me
And I knew she was somethin' special to be
But it seems that special is somethin' that just wasn't meant for me
So I'm guessin' that I've just taken things for granted
But how could it be granted
When I never wished a day in my life that I'd meet her?
And I never wished that things would end up like this either
And I never wished that
I would be lost up on the star that I was dreamin' on
I forgot that my thoughts never came with ladders
To come down from the dream at all
Which is why I keep dreamin' on
Because it's either that, or I fall
And you know what they say
If you ever hit the ground while you're dreamin'
So I work harder to stay above the clouds while I'm sleepin'
And homies say I should give her up
Random people think I'm dumb
And I think I should quit, but I can't and I just don't get it
I get over for a minute, then I get to reminiscin'
Then I remember all the good times I've been missin'
Then I see what I should listen to, and that's my heart
So fuck what other people think of me
Or what they think of how I feel about another person
They'd probably kill themselves in my situation
So I'ma stay to what I feel is best; I ain't changin'
My mind is set, I ain't gon' let some random people change it
Now why would I do that when even I can't change it?
But even I can't change the fact that things change
When even I remain the same, which is why I remain the same
Or at least I try to, either that, or it's the only option I'm given
It's like I'm cursed wit' lovin' by livin'
And even hate can't reverse the voodoo that you do to me mentally
It feels like these moments are extrasensory
But ain't shit meant to be; at least to me
So I keep it pushin', one foot in front of the other
And I go wherever life takes me
Even if to you is where it might take me
You can't predict the future
And if I live to see it, and it was meant to be
Thank God, but if not, see you in my memories, peace
