Barely Hanging On

[Verse 1] Feels like I'm barely hanging on Every day feels like it's way too long Don't know how to right so many wrongs It's like there's no place where I belong I been so miserable, manic, and all the above Don't wanna get close 'cause I'll end up crushed I'll make some progress and take a few steps But one thing goes wrong and I'm back where I was Four years sober, one death 'bout to push me over I try to be strong for the ones that depend on me But all this grieving been pulling me lower I'm mad and I'm stressed, I don't want none of these thoughts in my head I'm barely sleeping, man, I been a wreck Thinking on things that I shoulda said 'Cause that wasn't you in that hospital bed Never got to say goodbye I just sit alone with these tears in my eyes I would trade everything I have I would give it all away if I could see you just one more time Now I'm barely living, can't go through the motions Tore me apart, right now I'm sitting here, broken Can't even move, I'm just stuck and I'm frozen Mind always racing, I'm losing my focus How could I know, that the last time I saw you? I didn't know I'd never see you again? And now I feel so lost without you, It's so hard to live [Chorus] Feels like I'm barely hanging on now I been losing everything and nothing's really helping me I hate the way this dwell on me Feels like I been lost in insanity (Insanity) And every single memory, that's all I see Feels like I'm barely hanging on, now I been losing everything and nothing's really helping me I hate the way this dwell on me Feels like I been lost in insanity (Insanity) And every single memory, that's all I see [Verse 2] Yeah, you wonder where I been, that's it Down at the bottom and losing my grip Sometimes I don't even wanna live Sometimes I don't want to exist, but I have to 'Cause all the hurt that I feel, if I peace out now, I just pass it on Wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy, so, I just move along (Enemy) Yeah, I gotta be strong for the ones that I love Hurts them too, that's why I gotta be tough Yeah, I gotta be a man, gotta put 'em all above Gotta be a rock when times get tough, but it's hard to breathe You were my rock, why you have to leave? I know God's plan, how it had to be But it's all been weighing down on me And I don't know if I got the strength After what happened I won't be the same I just can't take all this hurt and this pain I wasn't ready for this kind of change I'm looking around, but there's no one to blame Won't let your memory fade, you left a void, no one's filling its place I been so scared to visit your grave 'cause [Chorus] Feels like I'm barely hanging on now I been losing everything and nothing's really helping me I hate the way this dwell on me Feels like I been lost in insanity (Insanity) And every single memory, that's all I see Feels like I'm barely hanging on, now I been losing everything and nothing's really helping me I hate the way this dwell on me Feels like I been lost in insanity (Insanity) And every single memory, that's all I see