The Return

[Verse 1] I took a break for way too long, was almost done with rap I took some time to find myself, I'm healing from my past I got issues, I got problems, but I'm still intact But I got something on my chest, so, now I'm coming back My last album got some hate, they weren't in love with that I put my soul into that project, gave it all I had And now they're saying that I suck and my career won't last I know they're chomping at the bits to call this new one, "Trash" That's alright, that's just the world that we live in now Hate watching for amusement, so, yeah, go ahead, gather 'round At my lowest, ain't laughing now, used to love, they attacking now Don't get who they impacting now, everyday thеy harassing now I might relapse, pick the pills up, put a bеat on, start spazzing out Turning me to be rabid, I'm getting rabid, combative now Yeah, like anything I do, they'll hate it, don't even matter Feels like it's me against the world Jump out the plane, yeah, I'm crashing out This my passion, I'm only falling off, right into madness Yeah, I was gone, but I'm done being passive Spit like a gun with illegal attachments, I'm done No more trying for the ones that don't like me Done with the industry, they couldn't buy me Now I'm just doing what I wanna do and I still stay climbing And all my real fans, they know what's up and I'm still here, so focused up Still cooking tracks 'til they're overdone, kill everybody opposing us Still in the lab, there's no closing up and I don't stop 'til it's dope enough Like four years, I been sobered up and I'm locked in and I'm loaded up [Bridge] I feel like I'm running outta patience (Patience) People talking down and I won't take it (Take it) I got something special, I won't waste it (Waste it) I just don't compare to what they're saying (Saying) 'Cause I know who I am and I know who I'm not They say that I can't, but I know what I got Guess I'll do this all again, no matter what the cost Throw my middle fingers up every time I drop [Verse 2] It's probably my own doing letting this get to me But push, push, push, came to shove, so, now that's history It's one thing if you just don't feel what I been dropping This don't apply to you, I'm talking 'bout borderline stalking They spreading lies, they spreading rumors, man, I just don't see the humor Always growing like a tumor, got my mental in the sewer While they hide behind computers, they critique all my maneuvers They don't realize who I'm dating needs consent from all my viewers I'm not that type of rapper they don't understand Like I don't walk around and do things just because I can I don't put my life online to try to get more fans Being famous just ain't something that is in my plans So, let me get right back to business, I'm an artist I don't fit in with celebrities or gossip or what's trending This my passion, this my focus, this my Magnum, this my Opus This the point where I turn my middle finger to everyone in showbiz Everybody talk too much, all those gimmicks are not enough I feel like they might the way when I show up You know that I'm killing whatever I touch Back-to-back, but it ain't no rush, I'll drop a classic, don't call my bluff I'm proving 'em wrong and I'm loving the rush I can't believe they all bought that junk They talk too much, they stalk too much No life, so, they pry on mine, they all parasocial, it's crazy Attack the people who like my songs and paint them out like they glazing Y'all grow up and grew out the music, but y'all still somehow try to blame me They pissed about it, so, attack me, but they the ones who one-eighty'd [Outro] But this is my return, I just don't care anymore I got some brand-new trauma weighing on me, shaking my core Now all that negativity is at the bottom of my list Of things that hurt me everyday, that make it hard for me to live So, sit and back and welcome to the show, if you love me if, you hate me I don't care, man, I'm afloat, I just gotta get this outta me It's weighing on my soul and if I vent about my pain Then maybe someone else will see they're not alone (Alone)