Chronically Cautious

[Verse 1] I gamble big for the smallest part, I know it's not Enough to change what's been going on, but it's all I've got Misjudge and switch up, from target to target Miscalculate what it is that I want Spread my wings, writer's block Dead by things made up [Chorus] And if I'm honest I think I'm beginning to question how much I want this Overloaded serial stresser, I'm sitting nauseous Panic on a loop in my head, I'm chronically cautious To keep it simple I think I've been willingly following every impulse Picturing a future, then tossing it out the window Suffocate the fire I started right when it kindles [Verse 2] The source of my serotonin is only digital My reality's fading, I guess it's typical Switch back, it's mismatchеd dopamine Whiplash, it hits fast, controlling me I sit in silencе, all beat up Death by a thousand cuts [Chorus] So, if I'm honest I think I'm beginning to question how much I want this Overloaded serial stresser, I'm sitting nauseous Panic on a loop in my head, I'm chronically cautious To keep it simple I think I've been willingly following every impulse Picturing a future, then tossing it out the window Suffocate the fire I started right when it kindles [Outro] If I'm honest Oh, if I'm honest