St. Pancras

Verse 1 [J.Pappas] How many times do I got to tell you no I’ve been poisoning my mind Walking down the wrong roads Long nights in my thoughts Turn them into dreams when I wake Is it brave to come to terms with your mistakes? All I needed was a break So I hopped right on that train to run away Struggling with grief and fighting demons everyday And when I pray, I wonder if there’s any truth to what I say I’ll fill a bucket full of water just to wash my sins away But I’m a champion Play anthems and get joy from all my pain Penning strong for when it rains So ain’t no smudge up on my page I celebrate on all my losses Have a toast to better days Let’s play our music in a rage To clеar the mind trapped in a cage Yеt I Don’t think I’ve done enough I’ll never do enough I’ll always be the runner up Wishing for Better luck My luck doesn’t define me Better leave those thoughts behind me till I’m good Hook [Lizzy McAlpine & J.Pappas] I thought the dreams would help Going to sleep to forget myself I can't breathe, need to check my health Even the best intentions send me straight to hell I thought the dreams would help Going to sleep to forget myself (To forget myself) I can't breathe, need to check my health Even the best intentions send me straight to hell Verse 2 [Jxlen] Colour me blind I feel like all I see is red when I look for a sign Mamma said say your prayers at night So I spit them at nine Anything to bring me out of this pit of demise I'm stuck in my mind Stuck in my ways of feeling just like I know that I'm not good enough Like theres something inside myself I guess I couldn't love Life can be so cold That's why I keep my hoodie up I'm right next to pain in the dictionary You can look me up But I'm looking on to better days I'm looking on to better days I'm looking on to better days Better days Yeah Hook [Lizzy McAlpine & J.Pappas] I thought the dreams would help Going to sleep to forget myself I can't breathe, need to check my health Even the best intentions send me straight to hell I thought the dreams would help Going to sleep to forget myself I can't breathe, need to check my health Even the best intentions send me straight to hell