St. Pancras

Verse 1 [J.Pappas]

How many times do I got to tell you no

I’ve been poisoning my mind

Walking down the wrong roads

Long nights in my thoughts

Turn them into dreams when I wake

Is it brave to come to terms with your mistakes?

All I needed was a break

So I hopped right on that train to run away

Struggling with grief and fighting demons everyday

And when I pray, I wonder if there’s any truth to what I say

I’ll fill a bucket full of water just to wash my sins away

But I’m a champion

Play anthems and get joy from all my pain

Penning strong for when it rains

So ain’t no smudge up on my page

I celebrate on all my losses

Have a toast to better days

Let’s play our music in a rage

To clеar the mind trapped in a cage

Yеt I

Don’t think I’ve done enough

I’ll never do enough

I’ll always be the runner up

Wishing for Better luck

My luck doesn’t define me

Better leave those thoughts behind me till I’m good

Hook [Lizzy McAlpine & J.Pappas]

I thought the dreams would help

Going to sleep to forget myself

I can't breathe, need to check my health

Even the best intentions send me straight to hell

I thought the dreams would help

Going to sleep to forget myself (To forget myself)

I can't breathe, need to check my health

Even the best intentions send me straight to hell

Verse 2 [Jxlen]

Colour me blind

I feel like all I see is red when I look for a sign

Mamma said say your prayers at night

So I spit them at nine

Anything to bring me out of this pit of demise

I'm stuck in my mind

Stuck in my ways of feeling just like I know that I'm not good enough

Like theres something inside myself I guess I couldn't love

Life can be so cold

That's why I keep my hoodie up

I'm right next to pain in the dictionary

You can look me up

But I'm looking on to better days

I'm looking on to better days

I'm looking on to better days

Better days

Yeah

Hook [Lizzy McAlpine & J.Pappas]

I thought the dreams would help

Going to sleep to forget myself

I can't breathe, need to check my health

Even the best intentions send me straight to hell

I thought the dreams would help

Going to sleep to forget myself

I can't breathe, need to check my health

Even the best intentions send me straight to hell