Do It To Myself

[Verse 1] Insecurities Keep bouncin' ‘round my head they’re stalking me They’re sticking to my skin like vaseline And no one knows And no one knows The higher that I go The harder that I fall on broken bones I'm going through withdrawals when no one's home Nobody's there I'm fucking scared [Pre] But I'm getting so used to this feeling Doing everything but healing Wish I could stop the bleeding (It seems that) [Chorus] I do it to myself I do it to myself I do it to myself The more I have, the worse it gets [Verse 2] Kick me when I'm weak And feed these masochistic tendencies All my trauma soaked in gasoline So no one knows Yeah no one knows [Bridge] I'm scared to take a break Scared to give myself time to think Shut up, I don't wanna hear a thing Fuck you, I don't wanna hear a thing No I don't wanna die again But I don't wanna catch my breath When I stop the wheels start falling off [Pre] But I'm getting so used to this feeling Doing everything but healing Wish I could stop the bleeding (It seems that) [Chorus] I do it to myself I do it to myself I do it to myself The more I have, the worse it gets I do it to myself I do it to myself I do it to myself The more I have, the worse it gets