Do It To Myself

[Verse 1]

Insecurities

Keep bouncin' ‘round my head they’re stalking me

They’re sticking to my skin like vaseline

And no one knows

And no one knows

The higher that I go

The harder that I fall on broken bones

I'm going through withdrawals when no one's home

Nobody's there

I'm fucking scared

[Pre]

But I'm getting so used to this feeling

Doing everything but healing

Wish I could stop the bleeding

(It seems that)

[Chorus]

I do it to myself

I do it to myself

I do it to myself

The more I have, the worse it gets

[Verse 2]

Kick me when I'm weak

And feed these masochistic tendencies

All my trauma soaked in gasoline

So no one knows

Yeah no one knows

[Bridge]

I'm scared to take a break

Scared to give myself time to think

Shut up, I don't wanna hear a thing

Fuck you, I don't wanna hear a thing

No I don't wanna die again

But I don't wanna catch my breath

When I stop the wheels start falling off

[Pre]

But I'm getting so used to this feeling

Doing everything but healing

Wish I could stop the bleeding

(It seems that)

[Chorus]

I do it to myself

I do it to myself

I do it to myself

The more I have, the worse it gets

I do it to myself

I do it to myself

I do it to myself

The more I have, the worse it gets