Memories II

[Hook: Jacky Chen & Juzo] Lost in my memories I just wanna be free right now But things have been so hard That I don't really know what to do no more Praying everything will be okay Praying everything will be okay Praying everything will be okay [Verse 1: Juzo] Time is barely moving, life has slowed down Sinking in the present cause I'm zoned out Need to bring me back, my mind is locked down In the past like I'm living in a ghost town I can hear your voice in some melodies Thinking 'bout our dreams that will never be Everything seems to remind me of you The smell of my cologne, the clothes you used to loan, man Reminiscing on the times that we had Late night Skype calls and hanging out with your fam Feel like I took all of those moments for granted Sometimes I be feeling like those things never actually happened Dang I really miss ya But the baggage that we have is keeping us at a distance It's so difficult to let go of you Cause deep down I still can't believe that we're through [Hook: Jacky Chen & Juzo] Lost in my memories I just wanna be free right now But things have been so hard That I don't really know what to do no more Praying everything will be okay Praying everything will be okay Praying everything will be okay [Interlude: Anique] I don't get why people are afraid of being alone When all it takes is self-commitment and self-love Our love is the only thing that's gonna satisfy us You know like, we turn to other people to fill in our own voids And we end up hurting each other because obviously Other people's love isn't gonna be enough To heal us and fill us up [Verse 2: Juzo] I still remember my confession when we at the dock And the roads in Mercer Island where we used to walk Deeply regret the way I acted on the days we fought I guess I wasn't really ready as much as I thought To love you the same way God adores you Instead I was selfish wanting more you These memories of you are destroying me And it hurts even more that you're avoiding me I wish I was more patient when we were together I wish I was more kind when it really mattered I wish that I could do it all over again I wish that you would give me another chance But regardless all of this made me a better man And at the very least I want you to understand That I love you from the bottom of my heart And I always will no matter how far we grow apart