The Storm

[Verse 1] All these thoughts that are raging in my head Are so loud I keep waking up in bed Sometimes I wish that I could shoot myself dead So I wouldn’t have to deal with all these worries that I dread Harming self just to cope with the stress Give you my brightest expression even though I’m depressed Can’t seem to weather the distress in my heart Every thought of being useless and pathetic won’t depart My mind is devastated by my circumstances Crying to the heavens but nobody answers Tryna search for an escape through my ecstasy My worst behavior in this state’s got the best of me See, the sky is grim, the light is dim Will hope shine into the place that I’m in? I look up to the ceiling with my eyes in the rain Been hurting so long but still never used to the pain [Hook] There’s a flash in the air I know adversity’s approaching but I’m still not prepared They said there’s gonna be a storm tonight Everybody take your heart and hold it tight Alright? I know it’s tough to face Fighting anxiety as we ready to brace Just waiting for the moment when our woes will strike Stay warm and bright it’s gonna be a cold night [Verse 2] Clouds of doubt form around out the window I can feel my faith bending as the wind blows Unprepared for the incoming lightning I’m so scared of time and what it might bring It’s too frightening, don’t wanna hear Running from my fears but the problems stay in place Crushed by the pressure as I wait Always concerned about the future and the trials that await Like can I survive on my own? No wife, no kids, am I gonna die alone? What if I don’t become the person that I aim to be? Maybe this dream that I have wasn’t made for me Will I ever find my purpose in this life? Or will I conform to a living that won’t suffice? Sometimes it’s hard to put my trust in God’s hands Cause I’m too focused on completing every one of my plans [Hook x2] There’s a flash in the air I know adversity’s approaching but I’m still not prepared They said there’s gonna be a storm tonight Everybody take your heart and hold it tight Alright? I know it’s tough to face Fighting anxiety as we ready to brace Just waiting for the moment when our woes will strike Stay warm and bright it’s gonna be a cold night