Medecine

[Hook: Daughter & K-Odd-ik] Pick it up, pick it all up And start again You've got a second chance, you could go home Escape it all, it's just irrelevant It's just medicine It's just medicine [Verse 1:] Fall flat on my face into the concrete Naw I'm getting up nothing can stop me Off I dust the dirt that got on me All my confidence caved that's what it cost me Fuck you, I don't want your pity I loved you but now you're all so shitty Trust you? A bad call no kidding And it sucks too cause we used to all go swimming In the lake of life, I let you snakes take a bite I'd help you make it right but you will never take advice Can't put a tag on love but your ass paid the price Cause you lost all mine I don't know how to say it nice Used to trust everyone, now I realize this It's a cold world my own father steals my shit But I can't let it get me, just brush it off and move on I'm done, been dealing with this shit for too long [Hook:] You could still be what you want to What you said you were when I met you You've got a warm heart, you've got a beautiful brain But it's disintegrating from all the medicine From all the medicine From all the medicine Medicine [Verse 2:] When I was ten, I watched my dad break into the window Of my grandpa's room for a handful of Benzos He came down stumbling, couldn't even walk straight I called my grandpa on the phone in the walkway My dad heard the conversation and started screaming In my face and all I saw in his eyes was a demon The cops showed up, he was close to an overdose His eyes were so empty and his body looked cold and froze He said he was sorry, I knew he didn't mean it As soon as he was out for the pills he was reachin' Telling me he wasn't, he was lying flat out I could see the pill dust on the cracks of his mouth I only called gramps cause I was truly afraid Knew you were sick and didn't want you in a grave But I got myself through like I always do And plus I raised myself no thanks to you [Hook:] You could still be what you want to What you said you were when you met me You could still be what you want to What you said you were when I met you When you met me, when I met you [Outro (in background):] And when the ambulance left... with you in the back... I saw that look in your eyes... I know this ain't what you want... Please... I just want my dad back... fuck...