Medecine

[Hook: Daughter & K-Odd-ik]

Pick it up, pick it all up

And start again

You've got a second chance, you could go home

Escape it all, it's just irrelevant

It's just medicine

It's just medicine

[Verse 1:]

Fall flat on my face into the concrete

Naw I'm getting up nothing can stop me

Off I dust the dirt that got on me

All my confidence caved that's what it cost me

Fuck you, I don't want your pity

I loved you but now you're all so shitty

Trust you? A bad call no kidding

And it sucks too cause we used to all go swimming

In the lake of life, I let you snakes take a bite

I'd help you make it right but you will never take advice

Can't put a tag on love but your ass paid the price

Cause you lost all mine I don't know how to say it nice

Used to trust everyone, now I realize this

It's a cold world my own father steals my shit

But I can't let it get me, just brush it off and move on

I'm done, been dealing with this shit for too long

[Hook:]

You could still be what you want to

What you said you were when I met you

You've got a warm heart, you've got a beautiful brain

But it's disintegrating from all the medicine

From all the medicine

From all the medicine

Medicine

[Verse 2:]

When I was ten, I watched my dad break into the window

Of my grandpa's room for a handful of Benzos

He came down stumbling, couldn't even walk straight

I called my grandpa on the phone in the walkway

My dad heard the conversation and started screaming

In my face and all I saw in his eyes was a demon

The cops showed up, he was close to an overdose

His eyes were so empty and his body looked cold and froze

He said he was sorry, I knew he didn't mean it

As soon as he was out for the pills he was reachin'

Telling me he wasn't, he was lying flat out

I could see the pill dust on the cracks of his mouth

I only called gramps cause I was truly afraid

Knew you were sick and didn't want you in a grave

But I got myself through like I always do

And plus I raised myself no thanks to you

[Hook:]

You could still be what you want to

What you said you were when you met me

You could still be what you want to

What you said you were when I met you

When you met me, when I met you

[Outro (in background):]

And when the ambulance left... with you in the back...

I saw that look in your eyes... I know this ain't what you want...

Please... I just want my dad back... fuck...