Can't Get Happy (Demo)

[Verse 1] I swear I've tried everything Cut the coffee for some tea Cutting friends off who were mean And I tried to get more sleep But the roots are planted so deep Do you think that you could love me if I can't get happy? [Verse 2] And I got back on my meds Thought I was clearing up my head But its been 18 hours and probably 5 words that I've said And you make me feel lovely But I'm a different kind of hungry And I can't get happy [Verse 3] And I fixed things with my dad Told everyone that I'm not sad Cause I should be progressing by 20 Shouldn't I? But my brother is getting taller and I'm only feeling smaller And I can't get happy [Bridge] I'm scared I might fade away If no one tells me I'm okay Cause people seem to look right through me these days [Verse 4] It's not that I want your pity I just want someone to hear me No, I don't want your pity I just want someone to see me Cause I can't get happy Oh, I can't get happy [Outro] So if you don't call.. I don't blame you at all