Can't Get Happy (Demo)

[Verse 1]

I swear I've tried everything

Cut the coffee for some tea

Cutting friends off who were mean

And I tried to get more sleep

But the roots are planted so deep

Do you think that you could love me if I can't get happy?

[Verse 2]

And I got back on my meds

Thought I was clearing up my head

But its been 18 hours and probably 5 words that I've said

And you make me feel lovely

But I'm a different kind of hungry

And I can't get happy

[Verse 3]

And I fixed things with my dad

Told everyone that I'm not sad

Cause I should be progressing by 20

Shouldn't I?

But my brother is getting taller and I'm only feeling smaller

And I can't get happy

[Bridge]

I'm scared I might fade away

If no one tells me I'm okay

Cause people seem to look right through me these days

[Verse 4]

It's not that I want your pity

I just want someone to hear me

No, I don't want your pity

I just want someone to see me

Cause I can't get happy

Oh, I can't get happy

[Outro]

So if you don't call..

I don't blame you at all