complex

[Verse 1] I'm twenty-one, the edge is razor thin Between being numb and feeling everything Good days only serve as relief again [Pre-Chorus] Now I'm watchin' as I waste away my days and then It's a cross dissolve, it's a scene I've played before And the leading role that I thought I'd hold Doesn't listen to me anymore [Chorus] But I'm wearin' his boxers, I'm bein' a good wife We won't be together, but maybe the next life I need him like watеr, he lives on a landslide I cry in his bathroom, hе turns off the big light I'm bein' a cool girl, I'm keepin' it so tight I carry him home while my friends have a good night I need him like water, he thinks that I'm alright I'm not feelin' human, I think he's a good guy [Post-Chorus] But it's complex, it's a complex [Verse 2] Triangular, I can see them now Three points at which I let myself down I was just a girl, what's the excuse now? Too regular, this pattern I've been takin' shelter in reachin' new highs When I was nineteen, I wanted to die [Pre-Chorus] Now I just wanna kill you, but I don't want to paint you the victim And I talk a good game, I'd die for just the promise you'd listen [Chorus] But I'm wearin' his boxers, I'm bein' a good wife We won't be together, but maybe the next life I need him like water, he lives on a landslide I cry in his bathroom, he turns off the big light I'm bein' a cool girl, I'm keepin' it so tight I carry him home while my friends have a good night I need him like water, he thinks that I'm alright I'm not feelin' human, I think he's a good guy [Post-Chorus] But it's complex, it's a complex It's a complex, I'm a complex