Mind Maze

I'm losing all direction Slipping into quicksand I've shattered the illusion, seen behind the curtain I'm disenchanted Dancing on a wire Juggling desire Every hit gets harder when you're fighting without armor I'm disheartened Do I start over, rediscover? Submit to the sweet surrender It's a mind maze All these head games Caught in a cage A complex cage Am I a car on fire? Will I be devoured? I gotta free myself and get out of my own way I used to be so sparkling, but now it's not so charming What used to stimulate me now can barely wake me I'm unresponsive Will I find salvation, some kind of moderation? Spinning all these plates is gonna be a challenge A delicate balance So do I start over, rediscover? Submit to the sweet surrender It's a mind maze All these head games Caught in a cage A complex cage Am I a car on fire? Will I be devoured? I gotta free myself and get out of my own way Get out of my own way Get out of my own way Get out of my own way Do I start over, rediscover? I submit to your, your sweet surrender Your sweet surrender Your sweet surrender No