biting my tongue

Tryna make everyone happy first Jump through hoops like fancy needle work I'm held together by a thread Missing 'cause I always aim to bleed Never ask for what I need I keep putting me in second best Empty my head, use all my energy 'Cause I want to impress, so I'll play figurine I'll bend backwards, 'til my back hurts And I'm Biting my tongue, I'm going off the deep end And I'm tired of it all, but awake enough to pretend Biting my tongue, I've been making it a problem And I'm tired of it all, can't be awake with all these fake friends Never let bridges burn, giving everything and in return I'm lying in the bed I've made (bed I've made, bed I've made) One-sided friendship, always leave it open-ended I'm sick of carrying the weight (weight) Empty my head, use all my energy 'Cause I want to impress, so I'll play figurine I'll bend backwards, 'til my back hurts And I'm Biting my tongue, I'm going off the deep end And I'm tired of it all, but awake enough to pretend Biting my tongue, I've been making it a problem And I'm tired of it all, can't be awake with all these fake friends Biting my tongue (ah), don't ask me why I never speak my mind (ah, ah) Holding my breath (ah), although it hurts I swallow the words (ah, ah)