the me i was

I'm such a mess 'cause here in my head Keep hearing all the things he said "Don't wear that dress," "do this instead" "She's just a friend" (mm-mm) Now here you are, feeling the spark Thinking, "oh, fuck I hate this part" I put in my guard, you're in the dark I know it's hard 'Cause I've built up all these walls (ooh) So nobody else gets in I know it's not your fault This isn't how I've always been I wish you could meet her (ah-ah) Before all the damage that was done Wish you could've seen her (ah-ah) The me I was (the me I was) (I'm such a mess) (Me I was) Ah-ah, ah-ah (Wish you could meet her) Ah-ah, ah Stand in my shoes, what would you do? If you've been through what I've been through Heart black and blue It was barely beating 'til I met you (ooh-ooh) 'Cause I've built up all these walls (ooh) So nobody else gets in I know it's not your fault This isn't how I've always been I wish you could meet her (ah-ah) Before all the damage that was done Wish you could've seen her (ah-ah) She'd do anything for anyone She was a dreamer, a little bit sweeter Wasn't afraid to fall in love Wish I could still be her (ah-ah) The me I was (the me I was) (I'm such a mess) (Me I was) Ah-ah, ah-ah (Wish you could meet her) Ah-ah, ah The me I was